Ripples in the snow

2011-12-16T00:35:00.001+11:00

Friend: Sad? Don't be sad, be glad. Don't cry, dry your eye. Are we driving our sorrows away?

Friends are wonderful things to have.

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Yes, we'll drive our sorrows away.

A Thousand Lights

2011-07-23T21:30:00.000+10:00

But this time, it's taking me over
It's making me feel something that I don't understand but
This heart it couldn't beat faster, tonight a thousand lights...

~ Leona Lewis (A Thousand Lights)

2011-07-21T23:19:00.001+10:00

What do you do when it feels like the pain of the past will still reside in your future?

2011-07-11T21:33:00.001+10:00

I wonder if I wasn't so aware of myself...if I didn't know myself so well, I would be less confused.

2011-07-08T23:25:00.000+10:00

Spending so much time with these people. Getting close to these people. Growing attachment. My natural instinct is to withdraw. But I don't and the distance between us gets smaller with each thread of attachment growing thicker. Something tells me it's okay, but I feel like I should cut the threads or at least bind them around something else other than my emotions/feelings. Heart?

If words could describe...

2011-04-26T21:32:00.000+10:00

That moment of quiet serenity. Feeling another's presence in silence. Like watching a beautiful sunset, the magic radiance that leaves you breathless.

2011-04-20T19:35:00.000+10:00

Crap, I don't think I can handle losing people. To get close to someone knowing that one day your paths will surely separate. Is it worth it? Even someone I talked to briefly on very few occasions can affect me so strongly, I think my soul will wander through the stars looking for that last spark of life when something even more drastic happens.

A stripe of grey on blue.

He knows the end is near.

Fought until his final.

It was all worth the pain.

He touched the earth with his spirit

And escaped into the night with his wings.

RIP.

Where is the love?

2011-04-17T19:38:00.000+10:00

If ever a boy,
Stood on the moon
All the heavens would call them angels 'round
Stop the tears from troubled skies...
From
Falling... falling... falling

If ever the river could,
Whisper your name,
Would the choices you made still... be the same?
Like a flower that dies from angry rain
... Why do we hurt
Ourselves?

~ Celine Dion (Where is the Love?)

These Arms of Mine

2011-04-13T21:27:00.000+10:00

"Loneliness does not come from having no people about one, but from being unable to communicate the things that seem important to oneself"

~ Carl Jung

Awake all night

2011-04-05T22:01:00.001+10:00

I wanna stay awake all night because it already feels like a dream...

And I’ve pinched myself twice

Just to see if I would wake up from this feeling...

No more wishing on shooting stars 'cos

You’re everything that I needed

And you were here all along...

~ Awake All Night (Mike Isberto)

2011-04-03T11:54:00.002+10:00

"It does not happen to all of you but it does happen to some of you. They are highly pessimistic about themselves and also pessimistic about others. We are highly pessimistic about ourselves but highly optimistic about others. Silently appreciate the world and life from a place where we can remain unseen."

~ Recalled Memories of Previous Hometown, Iowa

2011-03-30T20:08:00.000+11:00

I find myself sitting and staring at my wall lost in thought. I realise then that my mantra isn't working.

Won't Stop

2011-03-12T22:37:00.002+11:00

...Feels so cold
Felt just like it's ten shades of winter
And i need the sun...

I swear it’s you that my heart beats for
And it isn’t gonna stop
No it just won’t stop...

~ Won't Stop (One Republic)

2011-03-07T19:24:00.000+11:00

When someone dies. I don't know if I should be sad because he's gone. Or be happy that he got the chance to live a full life until old age.

RIP.

2011-02-27T23:20:00.000+11:00

I met a new volunteer today. She is currently doing her PhD in science - Biology. I told her I worked with adipocytes, cultured them tortuously for 9 months. She said that her friend loves them. At that moment I knew, I wasn't cut out to be a scientist. That passion, it's definitely not in me.

Do you believe in Fate?

2011-02-26T18:31:00.000+11:00

2011-02-23T22:40:00.000+11:00

When the visions around you,
Bring tears to your eyes
And all that surround you,
Are secrets and lies....

The one you should call,
Was standing here all along...

2011-02-20T23:15:00.000+11:00

I hate that I'm the only person that tried to invite the "new kid" into our group. Maybe it's because I know what it is like. To be the outcast, to be the one that didn't feel welcomed. So I opened my arms to welcome him. I saw it that first moment. I saw that look in his eyes. Hesitation.

And he joined us and I felt like my mission was complete.

2011-02-13T16:52:00.000+11:00

"As part of an environmental education unit during our Peace Corps service in Madagascar, we showed elementary school children in our rural village five photos of nature in Madagascar with lots of trees and five photos of ugly industrial areas in the capital without a tree in sight. All the children preferred the industrial photos over the nature photos. When we asked them to explain, they said, "There are cars; there are buildings." In other words, the ugly pictures, to them, were images of prosperity."

~ Charles and Julia McNally, New York (National Geographic, Jan 2011)

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I hate how much I'm affected by this.
And I nearly cried.

2011-02-11T22:13:00.002+11:00

Silence.

Perfection in Imperfection

2011-02-09T22:24:00.000+11:00

Romanticised.

More than I ever saw through my rose coloured glasses.

Capturing the edges that were dulled away.

A polished version of imperfect,

But perfect for me

In every way.

The shaping of something impossible

2011-02-06T19:35:00.004+11:00

Unusually emotional.

My tears disperse

In melodic waves.

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Introspection. The death of me.

2011-02-06T18:58:00.000+11:00

...all the things that I wanted to say.

I didn't come here to leave you.

I didn't come here to lose.

I didn't come here believing I would ever be away from you...

Names

2011-01-30T22:48:00.000+11:00

"The meaning of your name may mention innate attributes and qualities you are meant to draw out of your personality as well as offering clues to your nature and your destiny.1 Your name may describe you as "fertile field", as with Sharon; "endowed with song", as with Aaralyn; or declare you the "lion of God", as with Ariel. Your name's meaning reverberates who you are or are meant to be."

My name like everything else in my life is an irony.

Inspire create

2011-01-30T19:24:00.000+11:00

In your light I learn how to love.

In your beauty, how to make poems.

You dance inside my chest,

where no one sees you,

but sometimes I do,

and that sight becomes this art.

~ Rumi

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Finding an inspiration.

Trust

2011-01-30T19:04:00.000+11:00

"Only those you trust can betray you."

~Nathan Rahl, Terry Goodkind, Sword of Truth

2011-01-29T22:14:00.001+11:00

I hate being human.

2011-01-28T22:05:00.001+11:00

And you need a heart to feel the throbbing of the flower, because it throbs also — everything alive throbs, the whole existence throbs. You may not have observed this because it is impossible before you go into deep meditation; you cannot observe the fact that the whole universe breathes. And just as you expand and shrink the whole existence shrinks and expands. Just as you inhale and the chest fills, and then you exhale and the air goes out and the chest shrinks, the same rhythm exists in existence.
The whole existence breathes, expands, inhales, exhales — and if you can find the rhythm of existence and become one with the rhythm, you have attained.

~ OSHO

2011-01-27T21:30:00.000+11:00

If I should cast off this tattered coat,
And go free into the mighty sky;
If I should find nothing there
But a vast blue,
Echoless, ignorant --
What then?

~ Stephen Crane (If I should cast off this tattered coat)

Butterflies

2011-01-26T23:20:00.001+11:00

You write poetry through your eyes.

Hope, boundless in your smile.

An endless procession of butterflies

Carved out of your words.

Soul-smiling back in secret.

A Thousand Mirrors

2011-01-26T00:06:00.001+11:00

I started to see the beauty in the world when I let myself be vulnerable. I started to love when I embraced the fear of falling. In that state I knew. And I know it now, yet I am unwilling to accept that some things will leave scars buried deep -- a complicated web of connections, knots that are impossible to untangle. Perhaps they were never meant to be tampered with?

Attachment. Unwanted attachment.

I took a needle and thread, forced it through my soul and the world's, fighting against the pain I thought was love for it. Love does not hurt. My heart burned pain not passion and I welcomed that fire thinking that to feel anything was better than feeling nothing. I let myself be vulnerable and now the walls I built are shattering a little bit at a time, icicles that refused to melt for so long. They were fed with each negative emotional and each unreasonable thought. I stumble, trying to gather pieces of my nineteen years of safety, but they fall like feathers, hitting the ground with quiet thuds. In slow motion I shed, and I am standing here looking at myself through a thousand mirrors.

2011-01-16T21:25:00.000+11:00

Man do I have issues:

“The INFP’s approach to every situation is to grant trust and respect from the outset. It then becomes yours to lose. It should be noted that if you violate an INFP’s loyalty or trust then you’re DONE! They will never trust you again. But this is unlike the “done with you” of an INTj or INFj. The INFP will still talk to you, they still listen to you. They will let you be part of their lives… but you’ll never ever regain that which you lost because by violating the trust and loyalty you burnt down the house it lived in [...] -the point being here that the only adage “fool me once shame on you, fool me twice shame on me” holds true for the INFP. And, INFPs don’t like being fooled.”

Pulling off those flower petals

2011-01-14T21:01:00.001+11:00

I like you

I don't

I like you

I don't

I like you

This love hate relationship with humanity is driving me insane.

2011-01-10T22:39:00.000+11:00

Looking at the world in this state. How can anyone be proud to be human?

Humanity is so f*d up.

2011-01-10T21:12:00.002+11:00

"...you will never be mine, and that is why I will never lose you.

...I will always remember now that
love is liberty."

~ Brida (Paulo Coelho)

Love Letter

2011-01-09T09:34:00.002+11:00

Even though I
Never met you
I still miss you
I can feel you in my dreams
And I hope that
When you wake up
Just maybe you'll remember me

And now I believe that this is fate...

~ Leona Lewis (Love Letter)

2011

2011-01-01T23:29:00.000+11:00

So I've been sitting here for a while trying to think of something happy to write for my first post for the new year and nothing comes to mind.

2010-12-23T20:22:00.002+11:00

~ The Perks of being a Wallflower

GG

2010-12-19T23:19:00.000+11:00

In my reality Rory and Logan are happily together.

2010-12-19T22:29:00.000+11:00

Sleep grips me hard and pushes me to the edge,

encouraging me to dive

I don't want dive into Tomorrow

But I feel I'm drifting out of Today

One yawn at a time.

I wish I could live this moment

Twice over.

To live Today's dream

Rather than Tomorrow's reality.

2010-12-18T21:56:00.002+11:00

"Some of us get dipped in flat, some in satin, some in gloss...." He turned to me.

"But every once in a while, you find someone who's iridescent, and when you do, nothing will ever compare."

~ Flipped

2010-12-09T21:33:00.001+11:00

“Ever since happiness heard your name, it has been running through the streets trying to find you.”

~ Hafiz

Empty as the sky, never knowing why...

2010-12-03T20:05:00.003+11:00

"I'd rather die tomorrow than live a hundred years without knowing you"

New, and a bit alarming

2010-12-02T21:39:00.000+11:00

I want adventure in the great wide somewhere.

I want it more than I can tell. And for once it might be grand, to have someone understand...

I want so much more than they've got planned.

~ Belle (Beauty and the Beast)

My favourite book

2010-11-22T21:59:00.000+11:00

How I know your face, all the ways you move, you come in, I can read you
You're my favourite book...

In his arms

2010-11-22T21:22:00.001+11:00

I was a heavy heart to carry

But he never let me down

When he held me in his arms

My feet never touched the ground

~ Florence + The Machine (Heavy in Your Arms)

101/1001 - 040 and 016 Completed

2010-11-21T22:47:00.004+11:00

040 -- Make a new real friend and 016 -- Do the City2Surf

101/1001 - 049 Completed

2010-11-21T22:45:00.000+11:00

049 -- Purchase something off Etsy.com

Done, but can't say what it is coz that's a secret.

Never thought I'd say this but

2010-11-17T22:26:00.000+11:00

I miss lab work, and science and equations and chemicals and knowing that I was making a difference =|

They disappear as in a dream

2010-11-09T22:32:00.000+11:00

How can a man escape life's sorrow and regret?

What limit is there to my solitary grief?

I returned to my homeland in a dream,

As I awakened, I shed two tears.

Who now will climb up those high towers,

I remember those clear autumn scenes.

Those past events have lost their meaning,

They disappear as in a dream.

Li Yu (937-978)

I don't want marble halls and sunbursts, all I want is you.

2010-11-07T10:58:00.002+11:00

"There is a book of Revelation in every one's life... Anne read her's that bitter night, as she kept her agonized vigil through the hours of storm and darkness. She loved Gilbert--had always loved him! She knew that now. She knew that she could no more cast him out of her life without agony than she could have cut off her right hand and cast it from her. And the knowledge had come too late--too late even for the bitter solace of being with him at the last. If she had not been so blind--so foolish--she would have had the right to go to him now.... If Gilbert went away from her, without one word or sign or message, she could not live. Nothing was of any value without him. She belonged to him and he to her. In her hour of supreme agony she had no doubt of that."

~ Anne Shirley (Anne of the Island)

2010-11-04T23:12:00.000+11:00

Maybe tomorrow I'll wake up and I'll feel alright again?

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I have the chicken pox!

Run

2010-11-04T20:38:00.003+11:00

I wish.

In the mood for Snow Patrol.

"And all the things that I wish I had not said,
Are played in loops till it's madness in my head."

Foood.

2010-11-03T23:35:00.000+11:00

I know everything is okay again when I'm having random thoughts of food at 11pm at night.

Craving ramen, and chocolate mud cake.

2010-10-31T22:09:00.003+11:00

I wish I had the courage to drop everything and just travel, immerse myself in different cultures, learn from different people. Maybe then I could feel like I belonged somewhere.

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I used to think that everything happens for a reason. But what were the reasons for this?

2010-10-25T23:09:00.000+11:00

The best thing to do is to not think about it. Stop regretting and stop living in the future. Stick to the present for once; easier said than done.
How many times in my life have I wished that I had never met someone? We are all connected, but I wonder, if that were so, why them? It would be wonderful if tears had the power to wash away those unwanted memories. Good, or bad, some of them don't belong in the reality, or rather, the dream that I thought would evolve.

2010-10-23T23:04:00.000+11:00

I look out my window and a little bit of sunshine sprinkles itself on the nature outside. It breathes by itself, I realise. A little light lifts my mood at last but I am not sure for how long.

I found a movie ticket from watching Legend of the Guardians last week, and for once I threw it out. I've been keeping my memories for most of my life locked up in boxes, that whenever something or someone new comes into my life I feel the need to recoil. One, because of fear and the other because of confusion between that and the clutter.

Overwhelming

2010-10-22T22:33:00.000+11:00

A bit of myself from April 26th Twenty Ten.

Sadness and Happiness.

Why do people cry when they are happy? Why is it that I cry more during happy moments compared to sad ones? I think on this and realise that I’m better at controlling the emotions that I’ve experienced the most, while the ones that seem a bit foreign to me escape in uncontrollable trickles.

Little things

2010-10-22T22:09:00.000+11:00

I know things aren't meant to be right when little things like this make me smile

...things start to go wrong and the world starts to spin the wrong way. Sleep falls on me like snow in summer and I lie awake thinking myself into oblivion.

2010-10-19T22:35:00.000+11:00

I wonder what it's like to be cold, thoughtless, shallow and incompassionate. Maybe then I would have a better chance surviving in this f*ed up world.

My accidently happily...

2010-10-18T22:20:00.000+11:00

(Ever after)

For being the perfect distraction...

The beginning and the end of every chapter...

The best thing I never knew I needed...

~ Ne-Yo (Never Knew I Needed)

Tomorrow today

2010-10-17T21:40:00.000+11:00

I believe in Tomorrow.

I see it over Today's horizon.

Will you walk with me into Tomorrow?

2010-10-13T23:13:00.001+11:00

My sense of time was confused by my ever changing emotions.

It moved slow, fast, in both directions.

I am lost in the past, living in the future.

2010-10-05T22:55:00.000+11:00

I spent the long weekend at my Uncle and Aunt's house. Eating, sleeping, watching tv, making conversation with my older relatives. Older and wiser. My Grandma's brother (what is the term? It escapes me) visited from New Zealand. It is always a pleasure to talk to someone so like-minded. To have an intelligent conversation. To not have to try too hard to connect. The flow is calm. I remember visiting him at his house when I was a little kid. Playing pick-up-sticks when I was a little older when he visited Australia. So long ago. But my memories play like movies. And I am so sentimental.

Even more than the air I breathe

2010-10-05T21:50:00.000+11:00

2010-10-04T22:51:00.000+11:00

Like hiking all day to finally reach the top, to look out over seas and trees and feeling like you could jump off and survive the fall.

2010-09-29T21:00:00.000+10:00

Sometimes I find myself struggling to hold back tears, from some story someone tells me, some secret someone reveals, a sentimental moment created by that special connection.

People trust me too much and I am holding myself there for them, knowing that inside I just want to run away.

2010-09-28T22:52:00.000+10:00

"If I find in myself desires which nothing in this world can satisfy,

maybe that means I was meant for another world"

~ C.S. Lewis

2010-09-28T21:49:00.000+10:00

"When I finally say I love you to any man and really mean it, it will be like a defeated general who's lost all his troops, surrendering and handing his sword to the enemy"

~War and Peace 1956

Beyond a shadow of a doubt

2010-09-27T22:42:00.001+10:00

I know there's something wrong when I'm tearing up listening to Michael Bolton ballads =|

Under a Certain Little Star

2010-09-13T22:01:00.000+10:00

Under a Certain Little Star

I apologise to coincidence for calling it necessity.

I apologise to necessity just in case I'm mistaken.

Let happiness be not angry that I take it as my own.

Let the dead not remember they scarcely smoulder in my memory.

I apologise to time for the muchness of the world overlooked per second.

I apologise to old love for regarding the new as the first.

Forgive me, far-off wars, for bringing flowers home.

Forgive me, open wounds, for pricking my finger.

I apologise to those who cry out of the depths for the minuet-record.

I apologise to people at railway-stations for sleeping at five in the morning.

Pardon me, hounded hope, for laughing now and again.

Pardon me, deserts, for not rushing up with a spoonful of water.

And you, O falcon, the same these many years, in that same cage,

forever staring motionless at that same spot,

absolve me, even though you are but a stuffed bird.

I apologise to the cut-down tree for the table's four legs.

I apologise to big questions for small answers.

O Truth, do not pay me too much heed.

O Solemnity, be magnanimous unto me.

Endure, mystery of existence, that I pluck out the threads of your train.

Accuse me not, O soul, of possessing you but seldom.

I apologise to everything that I cannot be everywhere.

I apologise to everyone that I cannot be every man or woman.

I know that as long as I live nothing can justify me,

because I myself am an obstacle to myself.

Take it not amiss, O speech, that I borrow weighty words,

and later try hard to make them seem light.

~ Wislawa Szymborska

Umbrella

2010-09-03T22:45:00.000+10:00

I find that when deep in thought I tend to lose things. On this particular rainy day that item would be an umbrella. In that same week I'm on the train and beside me there is an umbrella hidden away beside the seat.
When you lose things, they always come back in other forms. In this case, the same form.

I left the train, without the umbrella.

I am thankful

2010-09-03T21:52:00.000+10:00

I am thankful for:
- my warm home
- family
- having enough food to eat
- the money to live comfortably
- good friends
- good health
- the challenges/experiences that crafted the person I am now
- the hope that never died

2010-09-03T20:52:00.000+10:00

Browsing the IMDB boards always makes me lose hope in humanity [i.e. people are f*cked].

Stranded at Sea

2010-08-29T20:18:00.000+10:00

Stranded at Sea

In the world that left me frozen in darkness,

There was the you I saw. My lighthouse.

Your smile stopped the storm building in my soul.

Your hand stopped the blood from spilling forth with every evil thought.

I could only live by your words

And from that dark place I emerged.

You left as quickly as you arrived

And the world crumbled around me once again.

The lighthouse crushed under salty seas.

The storm clouds enveloping the sun

And a boat swallowed by a world you abandoned,

Sails tattered and torn.

I can only live by your truth.

I die in your words each day.

And when I think of that smile

The sea starts to swell to unthinkable depths

And without a lighthouse to guide me,

I drown.

Hello

2010-08-12T20:58:00.003+10:00

You give your hand to me and then you say hello
And I can hardly speak - my heart is beating so
And anyone can tell you think you know me well

But you don't know me.

~ Eddy Arnold (You Don't Know Me)

Light and Quick

2010-08-04T21:23:00.005+10:00

"To desperately hope," ...
..."To gratefully believe."

- Helen and James ( A Certain Slant of Light by Laura Whitcomb)

"...that I am your heart's secret fills me with song.
I wish I could sing of you here in my cage.
You are my heart's hidden poem.
I reread you, memorize you every moment we're apart."

- Helen (A Certain Slant of Light by Laura Whitcomb)

Is there such a thing as reading TOO much?

2010-08-04T20:54:00.000+10:00

My vision gets blurry when I read for hours. Is this a sign that my 20-20 eyes are heading towards glasses?

2010-08-02T20:00:00.006+10:00

"I fell apart, but got back up again,

And then I fell apart, but got back up again,

And then I fell apart, but got back up again"

Covers

2010-08-02T19:55:00.000+10:00

Me: I don't like Lady Gaga. Her songs suck.
Friend: Nah...her songs are good...
Me: O_O nah...ahhh yeah...*realising what she's going to say*
Friend: But only when they are sung by someone else.
Me: Agreed

Sometimes covers are just so much better than the original!

To be myself

2010-08-01T22:30:00.000+10:00

To meet new people.

To eat with those new people.

To make polite conversation.

To realise you're not like them.

To know they could never understand.

To laugh politely.

To fake smile.

Someday, I'll be able to be myself.

...And the world has ended

2010-07-30T11:41:00.000+10:00

I can't believe that in my moment of insanity I actually considered getting a Kindle! @_@

I was thinking that it could come in handy when I found myself in dark places with no lighting. Stupid stupid adverts!

*Hugs my books tightly*

Horoscopes are bullshit?

2010-07-28T20:11:00.001+10:00

Mx Tuesday 27th 2010

Scorpio
Exciting new experiences are opening up on the work front, so keep your eyes and ears open.
Don't be shy Scorpio - the more you network and shine the better your progress will be.

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Sometimes the hammer seems to hit the nail almost perfectly.

Sentimental Romance

2010-07-27T19:53:00.000+10:00

"I'm not sentimental--I'm as romantic as you are. The idea, you know,
is that the sentimental person thinks things will last--the romantic
person has a desperate confidence that they won't."

~ F. Scott Fitzgerald (This Side of Paradise)

Is it possible to be both? =\

Gah

2010-07-23T13:38:00.003+10:00

I need to be banned from Book Depo

>_<

Dreams. The sleep kind.

2010-07-20T22:56:00.000+10:00

My intuition seems heightened these last few weeks, even to the point where I had a prophetic dream 3 days ago. Not just dream symbols but the actual event taking place.

Superman

2010-07-20T17:32:00.000+10:00

"You are who you choose to be"

Bridges

2010-07-13T13:20:00.000+10:00

I wish there was a bridge that spanned the whole earth. Roads that lead to everywhere.

Wishes

2010-07-07T16:30:00.000+10:00

Can we pretend that airplanes
In the night sky
Are like shooting stars
I could really use a wish right now...

~ B.o.B ft Hayley Williams (Airplanes)

Misfits

2010-07-03T22:31:00.000+10:00

It feels like I've been waiting SOOO long for Misfits season 2! Wait... I HAVE been waiting sooo long. Just like waiting for Merlin >_<

101/1001 - 091 Completed

2010-07-01T14:04:00.001+10:00

091 -- Get a Polaroid camera/polaroid-like camera

So I was reading over the list and realised that there are some that I will never complete. Am I giving up already? Yes, I am. But for now, I've completed this one and yay I am happy!! =)

Sometimes

2010-06-30T10:59:00.000+10:00

"Sometimes the only things words do is get in the way.

Sometimes the easiest things are the hardest to say."

~ Colbie Caillat (What I Wanted to Say)

Happiness

2010-06-29T13:02:00.001+10:00

Suspense. I still hate it.

2010-06-26T00:08:00.000+10:00

After nearly 6 years of reading Naruto it still surprises me how emotional I get just by one scene or one revelation.

I've lost my creativity

2010-06-25T19:32:00.003+10:00

It's been so long since I've written anything worth sharing. I don't know where my creativity went =(

It took empathising with some people (whom I will not name) to get a bit of it back.

For you.

Stolen
I still wear the chain of emotions
Wrapped around my battered chest,
The bits and pieces of memories
Sealed between the promise ring
That stabbing, bittersweet caress.
Your words stalk me still
Laced with the flowers and chocolates
That you thought would heal fresh wounds.
You said you loved me
But you stole that away with my heart.
My love,
Sacrificed and savoured.
I would describe it as such.
I loved you,
But did you love me as much?

Here and Now

2010-06-23T17:27:00.000+10:00

"It's funny how from simple things, the best things begin"

~ I Finally Found Someone (Barbra Streisand & Bryan Adams)

Wow I'm in a weird mood today. I started listening to my Best of Love love song album >_<

...ok, I guess that's normal for me >_>

2010-06-21T23:34:00.000+10:00

Maybe the NK players never get the chance to practise in rain. Maybe it doesn't rain in NK. No one knows =X

2010-06-21T19:53:00.001+10:00

Memory is a funny thing.
I hate it when I've associated a song with a person and everytime I listen to that song it's like living those moments all over again.

2010-06-20T19:30:00.000+10:00

A friend and I were talking about cats and dogs and cats and dogs people. We agreed that cats are selfish and solitary, not like dogs who give love in return. I said I was a cat. I think I am.

Modern Family

2010-06-20T14:12:00.000+10:00

Am I the only one who feels like tearing up at the end of each Modern Family episode?

Ripples in the snow

A Thousand Lights

If words could describe...

Where is the love?

These Arms of Mine

Awake all night

Won't Stop

Do you believe in Fate?

Perfection in Imperfection

The shaping of something impossible

Names

Inspire create

Trust

Butterflies

A Thousand Mirrors

Pulling off those flower petals

Love Letter

2011

GG

Empty﻿ as the sky, never knowing why...

New, and a bit alarming

My favourite book

In his arms

101/1001 - 040 and 016 Completed

101/1001 - 049 Completed

Never thought I'd say this but

They disappear as in a dream

I don't want marble halls and sunbursts, all I want is you.

Run

Foood.

Overwhelming

Little things

My accidently happily...

Tomorrow today

Even more than the air I breathe

~ C.S. Lewis

Beyond a shadow of a doubt

Under a Certain Little Star

Umbrella

I am thankful

Stranded at Sea

Hello

Light and Quick

Is there such a thing as reading TOO much?

Covers

To be myself

...And the world has ended

Horoscopes are bullshit?

Sentimental Romance

Gah

Dreams. The sleep kind.

Superman

Bridges

Wishes

Misfits

101/1001 - 091 Completed

Sometimes

Happiness

Suspense. I still hate it.

I've lost my creativity

Here and Now

Modern Family

Empty as the sky, never knowing why...